“As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.”
I am impulsive. I am a bit (okay, a lot) stubborn. I take risks. I sometimes make decisions in a snap. I listen to my heart and my gut more than my head.
I am usually loud when with friends. I am aloof when with new people. I am quiet when I hurt or am mad. I can be a bit bitchy if I want to. I can be mean when angry.
When I care for people, I sometimes act like a mom – I will scold the people I care for if I thought they needed it. When I love, I love fully and deeply. But most of the time, I don’t say it.
One of the best things I have gained in the past year was being able to fully and truly accept that whatever I do, whatever I try to be, I cannot make everybody happy. There will always be people who wouldn’t like and accept me. Always.
So I decided to just let them be. What is important for me is that I trust myself to make the right decisions on how to live my life. And that I have this wonderful, wonderful group of people who do love and accept me just as I am.